My mind is aware of it too -- I have been having strange dreams that left me waking up in a poor mood. As I attempted to identify the problem I thought about many things, and after 2-3 days I have come to some answers.
Walk away from your crutches, even if its your best buddy
First, I am lucky enough to have a good best friend in San Diego. But, it is important to be aware of when you must walk your path. Often times, we lean on the shoulders of the others, and in the process, forget to learn what we ought to learn how to do ourselves. For example, I'm constantly hanging out together with himand we play video games. This really is excellent fun, but lately after our LA trip I have felt a sense of waste after enjoying games. I uninstalled my Heroes of the Storm bnet account and I have a lot more free time on my hands. So the lesson is, find out when you have to develop your own strength, and also have the guts to walk away from your best friend. He/she will know, that you will need the time to yourself to develop inner strength.
I have also discovered that my day pick up abilities are much better, and that I tend to do much better on my own. Sometimes, you have to go out there and see the world for yourself, instead of resenting others for"holding you back", when in fact, you are the one which's doing it!
Viewing the silver lining in all
As a child, I used to think that if I am learning the piano in the afternoon, all of the other kids are out there playing in the golden sunset! No! I felt a feeling of loss! Yet, nowadays, I am grateful on a few nights when I can just be at work and function to my heart content. Only me and my job. Sometimes I might feel like this is lonely and it is, but that's the way it's for now, and I have learned to view it as a co napisać do dziewczyny żeby ją poderwać boon, I get to hangout with my friends once I need to, and possess my own time without being stressed by work or personal duties.
Being trendy without"trying"
I have leverage the ability to be current thanks to Ekhart Tolle and I have discovered that when I am relaxed and unstressedI have a open vibe. People today talk to me personally. "What's that you're buying?" I believe that on weekdays, because many individuals are stressed, an unstressed, open energy translates well compared to all of the pent up energy that we see everyday. I'm fortunate enough to have financial freedom at this stage in my entire life, and that I will continue to station a chill, open vibe, even though I am working hard at work.
Being"chill" also signifies non-judgement. When we judge other people, in certain ways we're also coping with our own demons. This is maybe one of the universal truths of all religions (which has been murdered by religious dogma). Your presence of light is enough -- which alone could sustain you and add love to the world. Occasionally our self gets in the way, and we out of the flicker and magnificent of what's already there to begin with.
Strive for the best, judgement Absolutely Free of others I understood this is the wrong way to examine the entire world. Everybody is in their journey. In many ways, my negativity towards them was actually at myself -- at my own inability to make things work. I must have sought out aid sooner, or recognized that I had to meet new folks, instead of resenting my pals. You can't always change someone, however you can always adore them.
It's ok to be an asshole, occasionally our mistakes instruct us how to arrive at the Ideal solution Or reach a stage of approval, I had to undergo pain. The pain makes it possible to reach a point (hopefully) of throwing off the bags of the self.
Intimate relationships, enjoy all the life has to offer. Drink from the fountain
While I used to select the hottest girls, I want the deepest connections in every area of my life. Am I still drawn to beautiful women? Absolutely. However, my fascination today is more than just a physical one. I find myself losing attraction for shallow beauty, and much more in tune with inner beauty.
I'm still attracted sexually to shallow beauty, but in terms of my connections as well as an-ongoing type of situation, I find myself valuing a beautiful woman with great inner qualities as well.