My mind is aware of it also -- I have been having strange dreams that left me waking up in a bad mood. As I tried to recognize the problem I thought about several matters, and after 2-3 days I have come to some replies.
Walk away from the crutches, even if its your Very Best buddy
First, I am fortunate enough to have a great companion in San Diego. However, it is important that you know when you must walk your own path. Often times, we lean on the shoulders of the others, and in the process, neglect to learn that which we ought to learn how to do ourselves. By way of example, I'm constantly hanging out together with him, and we play video games. This really is excellent fun, but lately after our LA trip I have felt a sense of waste after enjoying matches. I uninstalled my Heroes of the Storm bnet accounts and now I have far more spare time in my hands. So the lesson is, find out if you have to develop co napisać do dziewczyny na dzień dobry your strength, and have the guts to walk away from the very best friend. He/she will know, that you need the time to yourself to create inner strength.
I have also discovered that my day pick up abilities are better, and that I tend to do better on my own. From time to time, you have to go out there and see the world on your own, instead of resenting others for"holding you back", when in fact, you're the one which's doing it!
Viewing the silver lining in all
As a kid, I used to believe that if I'm studying the piano in the day, all the other children are out there playing at the golden sunset! No! I felt a feeling of loss! Yet, nowadays, I'm grateful on a few nights when I could just be at work and work to my heart content. No family, no friends bugging nothing. Just me and my job. Occasionally I may feel like this is lonely and perhaps it is, but that's how it is for now, and I've learned to see it as a blessing, I get to hangout with my friends once I need to, and have my own time without being stressed by work or personal duties.
Being trendy with no"trying"
I've leverage the capability to be current thanks to Ekhart Tolle and I've noticed that when I am relaxed and unstressed, I have an open vibe. People today talk to me. "What is that you're purchasing?" "Hey this elevator is slow huh?" I think that on weekdays, since many individuals are worried, an unstressed, receptive energy contrasts nicely compared to all of the pent up energy that people see everyday. I am fortunate enough to have financial freedom at this stage in my life, and that I will continue to channel a chill, open vibe, even if I'm working hard on the job. When we judge others, in some ways we're also coping with our own demons. Live and let live. Your own presence of light is enough -- that alone can sustain you and put in love to the entire world. Sometimes our ego gets in the way, and blinds us out of the spark and magnificent of what's already there to begin with.
Strive for the finest, judgement free of others
I used to judge others or"hate on them" when they're useless to my goals. I understood this is the wrong way to examine the entire world. Everybody is in their journey. In many ways, my negativity towards them was really at myself -- at my own inability to make things work. I must have sought out aid sooner, or acknowledged that I needed to meet new people, instead of resenting my pals. You can not always change someone, however you can always love them.
It is okay to be an asshole, sometimes our mistakes teach us how to arrive at the right solution
In order for me to "find peace".
Or reach a stage of acceptance, I had to go through pain. The pain helps you get to a point (hopefully) of throwing away the baggage of the self.
Intimate relationships, savor all of the life has to offer.
While I used to select the hottest girls, I want the deepest relationships in every area of my life. Am I drawn to beautiful ladies? Absolutely. However, my fascination now is more than only a physical one. I find myself losing charm for superficial beauty, and more in tune with inner beauty.
I'm still drawn sexually to shallow beauty, but in terms of my connections as well as an-ongoing type of situation, I see myself valuing a gorgeous girl with great inner qualities as well.